last try to get my family back

back to Australia
with new hope get job from Monbulk

first arrive
i dont have someone i know
midle of the night
2 ;ovely woman pick me up 
ANNA and RACHEL
both so lovely , i really say thank you so much i relally appriciate for their help to pick me up

at this house i arrive to tray last tray againg
i dont know them
but they so lovely welcoming me so nice i dont know how to pay back

on my birthday we have dinner

i dont know them, all nice people, i dont have idea, who am i , i can be here, because of God to help me send this lovely people for me

sunday i move to Karen and Chris family house at the Patch
lovely family
huge land of House
so i stay at their house
but i have to clean the flat down stair
so i can stay there after that

so i dont mind to clean and i can stay there for free
big clean
until can be like this

so i can stay here for while and do some coaching in monbulk

my Transport Bike
work at Soccer club is not big money i cant survive for give something for my son Torres, every week
meet wit Torres

and keep try to safe get back my lovely sandy and torres again , we together again as Family

i do coaching in Monbulk

time get fast
week by week i past month
but Sandy so hard
i am so lucky to know Bu Timmy

she is my friend life in Melbourne
she one of my best friend ever to help me in AUstralia when the felt time come
she is always there listen my story to give her shoulder for i cry
she is have great family good husbandm he is Gleen  and beautiful daughter Lily

new year eve i am at her house
sandy have party on her house in diamondcreek
so i feel already  give up
because every time when i visiting Torres that RYAN always there
even in Christmas
he is always there
i feel sick
so i decide , i going back home to Jakarta
i really want say thank you so much for Monbulk people, Karen Chris Job, Tessa, Peter wilson family, Dave, Helma,  and rachel, Anna, so i decide back to Jakrta

I am so sorry Torres m not because i am not love you i leaving
daddy tired with this feeling, with this sacrifice try o get our family back
daddy will wait for you in Indonesia
ddaddy will show you and ur mom how great daddy
i have to set my future , if one day he know me, he will proud , i am is his father
Goodbye Torres
Daddy Love u always and miss you so much 
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Back To Indonesia with hope from PSSI invite me to coaching U12
but useless call
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