Time to rebuild my life again

Back to Indonesia
time to make rebuild my life again

I decide i going back to Jakarta
i have dispointed feeling about Sandy
so i try to rebuild my life again

thanks To Allah always be with me , when i felt , i depress
if i am not trust him, that may b i have kill my self

i apply Job to Sampoerna Foundation to work at Sampoerna Academy, because Daryl Forde invite me to work there, also i want have new life not life in Jakarta, so many lovely moment in Jakarta make me sad, cant get up again, Sandy and Torres always in my mind

Sampoerna accept me, work as SPORT PE Teacher and Coordinator
life in Caringin Kinasih , Bogor

1st step in Sampoerna, this school looks good,  look profesional
because they accept people from around indonesia for free , they give scholarship for Indonesia smart student do selection  from around Indonesia

This is the student
they all already in my heart
they change my vision to appreciate of life

i have new famiy
so many family i have life in dorm
best friend like Auriga, always listening my story of hard time and give me motivation and support to get up again after lose Sandy and Torres in my life

so i work in Sampoerna
i change their routine of sport in PE
i create sports environment in this school and dorm
i bring them to swim competition

i happy with student
here is the activities i create to make them keep active

that was Fun sport House Olympic week

i am so happy work with this kids

so easy work with them 

they smart enough to understand what i want 

the keys word they must be remember about me is my word  is Postura

i believe they still remember

 I Happy work with Student
but i am not happy with Management and staff who not fight for them to help

1st Action i again them

1. school time is finish 5pm , i went To Jis to recreation make not stress out , life in dorm for while, never have my own life , i go to Jis .on the front Gate kinasih  i meet with the lady i was hate, bu Em
she is like snake , yes yes, in the  back no, she is ask me where u go pak, i tell the truth , i want play football, i went to Jis with Herri. so is fine , i thought all is good 5pm already , school time is finish
 so only this activities make me happy

do u know what , the next day , Pa A call me, he give me SP warning letter, what the Fuck , i want do my own life after i did all my work already in this school, cant be work for  24 hours, get pay only low, nah after this happen i get more hate with management most have two face, just want secure the JOB as Individual
ok never mind

2. on this school always have program always change not consistent, what they want do
scheme of work, curriculum, program everything all not sure ( because people who create program they not work in the field , they in Jakarta )
even school holiday teacher must work that is crazy, and always have useless workshop, teacher cant go out to mini market outside school for free, student cant eat that eat this, cant go to market
swim must separeted, be dorm parent only 1 2 time can have free weekend
this is crazy , order equipment take so longgggggg
so i fight for change with my argue

3. i hate Hasan, as dorm parent coordinator ,he is so bad  cant make decision, he is always ask to his wife , everytime have meeting dorm parent i always argue fight for student thing
about studnet can go out when weekend ( not accepted )
student let them free after school , let them free what the want do , we just watch ( can accept , dorm parent must be around the ) hello they already 15-16 years old sometime give the freedom to have they own life is more fun for them

4. i resign from dorm parent , i rent house back yard school
after while , sometime i sleep in Auriga room, finnaly , Hasan ask me cant stay there   what the fuck

finally mid of the night, i take all my stuff, i go back to Jakarta, after that
i send that all complaint about on top number 2, hope they are change be better in future

so only 5-6 month i work on this school , i feel guilty to leave my student
because feel not happy with managemnt

so after all those thing, i heard this school get better , thay all change everything
sounds Good, they listen my complaining, i happy for that
now teacher have holiday, student can free go out to buy stuff in market
 good for them
Good luck for all student, get all your dream just trust to God plan 

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